Hard to say ?
I must say that i'm someone who hard to trus another people. and now, i found that i might be bad at comunication perhaps ? but yah, i admit it. i'm good at prettend like nothing happened to me. i'm good at prettend like i didn't think about you, also i'm good at prettend like i'm strong, i'm always fine, nothing change, etc. but deep down my heart, it's also hurt me. i try to shout it out loud, but i'm affraid it hurt me more, cause seems like i'm crying for attention. so i choose to keep it my self. but, honestly, can we just talk ? can we just didn't prettend at all ? can we just tell what we feel ? maybe it's my fault, move away from anythings that happened, but u must know that i'm crazy of you. so rather than being overthingking, i preffer to just leave, not because i don't want you, but because i don't want to loose me. so what u think ? would u like to start again ? or maybe can we just talk ? just to make it clear...